Long over due

I´m always crashing in the same car.Another car to crash on?I believe in it´s existence but how can I reach the thing?Long over due Rose Dew.If you knew,dearest one,how beautiful,powerfull and intelligent am I you would be quite depressed on having taken that decision.Today I was feeling really down and I needed to spill out something,it was a blunder,yeah.You´re a blunder o.m.d..But don´t worry there´s a lot like you,you will never feel so alone like me.Only the greatest live more.