Saturday, December 31, 2005
Friday, December 30, 2005

Hello dear Silver-Bullet,I´m absolutely not happy today.We both had a shattered day.How can I push you away from that storm you in ,that I totally understand and respect ,whith no more than my affection and my affinity?I´m so desolated by your sorrow that I want it to prevail over mine and I want you to be sure that I´m here, although about as weak and sad as you ,but strong as a tempest to reach your heart.
Yours Rose Dew
Hell
I hope you be happy. The others I don´t care, I hope they rott in hell, it´s a good place for fiends like them to live. You should see only beauty, your eyes should gaze wonderful things and not this horror. You must leave this world.
"Maybe this is another planet´s hell." (Aldous Huxley)
"Maybe this is another planet´s hell." (Aldous Huxley)
Thursday, December 29, 2005
Do I really exist?
I ever feared my existence was illusory.Time and Space smart ideas to well limit my,after all impossible ,understanding of anything,and ,other people to keep me amused and quiet.I always felt I was not heavy enough to fulfil my shape.Someone must have done that for myself.I know that I´m nothing more than a projection of a higher mind,a cute marionette in a kind of a playground world.Nevertheless I´m not at all alone on this affair and I don´t care for my imaginary soul as I truly believe in absolute love to expiate my misfortune.
Rose Dew
Rose Dew
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
And now?
The choice has been made, there´s no turning back. And now? Now suffer the consequences: you´re responsible for your choices. Am I? Yes, nobody obliged you. You only accept the advices if you want. Didn´t you get what you ever wanted? Don´t complain now.
But we don´t want what we think we want. Be careful with your wishes.
But we don´t want what we think we want. Be careful with your wishes.
KLAUS KINSKI

Today is Klaus day.Because I decided so.He is astonishing yet now ,although he is not living the same kind of life we are for a long time and we can´t so easily notice him.Aguirre has been ,perhaps,his most powerful work but Nosferatu what a gloom!I know him from about my birthdate.I must say that my mother was a little crazy on leaving me alone nightlong in front of our tv equipment without any restrictions,seeing every kind of late movies.I´m grateful to her on that.Klaus helped me growing up better and was one of those few who seem to had sentenced my destiny.Dear Klaus.
ROSE DEW
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
You
Scattered heart of mine,where´s the limit,where´s your term?My life´s so enourmously growing, almost eating myself ,and you so close to destruction screaming silences.
Welcome.

This is a special day.Now we´re altogether.Here´s a gorgeous dome of plenty.
It was a beautiful begining Silver-Bullet,when you told me about your Xmas present.THAT was MY best present.All your english errors will be mine,so don´t worry about that.I have high expections and I know you´re the best.
Rose dew
Thanks
Life and Death
Most people spend their lives afraid of the death. Death is the only thing no one escapes, something which units all humans and other living beings on Earth. If death is certain why should anyone be afraid of it? We don´t know what exists after death (probably nothing) and we can think about that, but avoiding religious fanatism. I´m more afraid of life than death. Life can be horrible, I can´t control it. Death will bring me serenity.
Monday, December 26, 2005
Hello
I proudly anounce I was invited to join this blog, invitation that I immediately accepted. I hope I won´t disapoint you and Rose Dew (excuse my english errors).
Rose Dew, my best Xmas present were you...
Rose Dew, my best Xmas present were you...
Sunday, December 25, 2005
D.V.
Today I´m deeply away.I don´t notice my body although I´m here in strenght and unrest.It´s one of those strange days of mine when I don´t really wake and life´s too uninteresting and false for me to take part in.Today I´m what I really am.Uncertain and uncommon.
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Christmas.
Christmas is coming.It´s a silent night...but a dreadful one.Most of the times we see fragmented people joining their losefulness.My mother is waiting for me and I´ve got nothing to do whith it.
Friday, December 23, 2005
There is something overwhelming,somewhere.I feel it.Above absence.And that is shaping my mind.I´m losing notions and I´m longing for you,bounded in tears.Your sweet misery is my solitude.
Rose Dew
Rose Dew
Thursday, December 22, 2005
Undercover
UndercoverIt´s time to spread our souls.Life must be more than a sorrow.Mine´s a universe of love and fury.Your´s...